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Monday, October 24, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

Very long never blog le… time really flies.. this is the last week of attachment le, time to go back to school. Well this term only got 5 modules, hope that it will not be as tough as last sem. Towards the end of IPP, I tend to feel the pressure of school coming to me… injured my back last Friday when running at NTU, I think I may not be able to run for napfa le, even if I can, I think my 2.4km run will fail… Hai~ still not sure whether should I run annot cos if I take and fail like a bit no point, I rather get the physician to write an excuse letter for me.. but I went to see a Chinese sinseh, not sure whether if the letter he write is valid…

everlasting friendship at 4:39 PM
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Monday, October 10, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

I heard from mum that there is a family gathering coming up, Edward’s birthday. Well, I must say this had an impact on me, more or less. It had been a long long time since the family met up. The last time was on the first day of lunar New Year. Throughout these months I thought I had learnt to let go and put everything behind me. But I guess I have not done enough, if not, I will not be distracted these days after I learnt that there is a gathering soon. I hate to say this, but I really don’t feel like attending. I hate to see the distance between us; I hate to see others caring more for me than he does.

Someone told me that relationship changes over time because of mentality. We have to learn to let go when the time comes. However, how can I not feel the pain when the bonds between us are craved within me all these years? I always thought things would stay the same, I never knew things would change. If growing up has such a high price to pay, then I rather stay as the little girl I use to be.
Things looked contradicting. The one, who used to be close, is drifting further away from me. The one, whom doesn’t really care, starts to care. I really have no idea what is going. All I know is I don’t wanna see any of them. I just wanna lead this peaceful life that I have got used to without him…

everlasting friendship at 2:22 PM
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Monday, September 26, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

Just had a bad weekend… down with serious flu since Saturday… I think is because I was home quite late on Friday night, thus I did not wait for my hair to dry before going to bed… I guess that’s how I got running nose.. it is irritating cos it makes me drowsy but I still have to go to work today… what makes the day even harder is that I am doing things on a routine basis. I wonder how long this flu will stay…

everlasting friendship at 8:56 AM
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Monday, September 19, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

From the day of birth, everyone is waiting for death. There are people whom see death as a natural course, there are some people who do all they can to prevent it from happenings… how many stories have u read about people trying all they can to seek for immortality?

On the other hand, there are many people around us taking their own lives and lives of other people every day. Life seemed to be worthless to these people. Is death really that scary? If it is, why am I seeing people taking away lives for the tiniest reason? Does failing exams, falling out of love give the right to discard life?

During a visit to the hospital, I was just at the edge of death. I saw how hard some people fought to live; I was ashamed of those who took live easily. Especially when I saw a girl, age 10, fighting hard against leukemia. It was a tough battle; I could see the physical and emotional strain on her body. However, she managed to put up a bright smile for the people around her, she said she want to live. I was shocked when I saw her determination of living, because I doubt I will have the perseverance if I was in her shoes.
Death is part of life. So should we face it with strength? Or should we cowardly refuse to face it?

everlasting friendship at 5:20 PM
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Friday, September 16, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

Hai~~ really sian today.. time seems to crawl… then I dun seemed to get my work right… no progress in the things I do today… or are the tasks too absurd to be done? Research topics 1: Look for restaurants in JB with seaview. How can this be done? Malaysia is not like singapore.. they are still not internet savvy… how will these restaurants advertise online? I dun have a car, I cant travel there for lookout… Tasked failed….

Research topics 2: Look for the calendar of major events of the world for the past 3 years, and the upcoming events that important personnel of the different countries will attend. How major is major? How will the internet advertise whom will be attending the events? By advertising where n who are attending the events to let the terrorists do their bombing more easily… oh my gosh… use your brains, you want me to look for these information as to prevent terrorism, but wont it invite bombing if the terrorists get these info like I do..

Things are getting more and more absurd.. how can these info be found online? Anyone please help……

everlasting friendship at 2:47 PM
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

Jus came back after morning break…sat down n tok about soccer n all sorts of things lah.. den got one colleagues told me he is from uni, I was so shock that I told him he dun look like a grad… haha… vanvan is still so bad at her EQ skills… but im jus saying what I think, if u cant take it then it is ur fault.. den my supervisor is still stucked in the canteen with the head of department.. an indian guy whom likes to talk alot about his past experience.. it seemed like a lot of the people here is very afraid of him.. cos very bored by his stories.. lucky im not his age group... got age gap so im spared... haha... got my results this morning and im quite happy with it.. the best results I have ever got.. no Cs… think should thank eunice.. haha.. got she very hardworking so I oso influence by her…:P well, one semester cleared.. still got IPP n another sem to go and im freed from tertiary studies.. well well… another part of my life gone…

everlasting friendship at 9:50 AM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

Things are moving slower these two days bcos my sup is on leave. I began to do a lot of thinking, especially after reading su teng’s blog. I began to wonder, what kinda relationship can last forever?
Friendship? Partnership? Family ties? I dun really know and I have my doubts. My head is spinning now. I cant think clearly. I am lost. Something happened on Sunday… something that I dun wanna talk about it…
Friends are pillars of strength.. What an ideal philosophy.. But I have my doubts now. How many friends have I lost? How many have I made? I found that the number does not tally. I am feelingmore alone as each day passes. I began to have doubts about friendship. Who are the ones that really cares? I can list them out with five fingers, or even lesser. Who are those whom bother to take a look at my everyday life? How many will reply and care…
Sometimes I began to wonder should I end this blogging thingy. Why should I bother to update when no one is reading? Why should I carry on when no one give a damm… If one day I were to leave forever, will anyone realize that I am gone…
Live my own dreams? how can i live when i dun even know my dreams....

everlasting friendship at 10:58 AM
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Friday, September 02, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

hahahaha.. today during morning break so funny.... they keep helping me see shuai ge.. cos the other day they ask what kinda guy i like that i tell them those with 6packs... then they today keep telling me this one got that one got.... still say wanna introduce give me.... must admit those guys are good lah.. young, handsome, got body and career.... but im the kinda only like to see leh... cos i always think that those thingy not in possession is always the best... but everyday got handsome guys see also not bad lah.. hahaha
anyway, the superstar results sux... Kelly is better lor... much much much much better.... then let that blind man win.... *arrrrg* stupid de, those ppl vote for him eyes stick stamp ar.... anyway this is the end of week three.... 2 more months to go.... Woooooo......

everlasting friendship at 11:49 AM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

another boring day at work.. met Eunice for lunch jus now.. den im back to this sickening office again... sometimes i really envy what eunice is doing.. can move around the island.. walk walk everywhere... but travelling also quite sux lah.. especially when you dun really know how to get there and no one else can help... she oso must carry lots of stuff with her that is quite heavy.... den rainy oso die... haha.. actually her job is not that nice afterall... well, in life you cant get the best of both worlds..

im getting sleepy now... very tired and my eyes are closing.. not enough sleep and im getting blood shot eyes... yesterday went to SIM for lunch with my sup and the rest.. as usual, able of 8 with me the only female.... it is quite nice with this sup cos he got car and willing to drive me out for lunch everyday.. dun have to stick to canteen food, which looks.... yucky...

everlasting friendship at 2:20 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

Morning morning, middle or 2nd week lor.. still quite free at work place… but the ppl here not so bad lah.. this few days I not so isolated le, cos ppl will drop by my desk and chat with me… although the qns that they ask are almost similar but at this can help me kill some time…. Hard to tell from the way they dress and talk, some of them here are actually quite educated, with a diploma at least, and the highest education qualifications here is actually Masters. I also started lunching with the younger ppl yesterday, instead of my supervisor… But, the ppl only look young wor.. most of them they are actually going into their thirties, youngest is around 28!! I thought they only around 24 or 25. I wonder how they manage to look so young. ?Maybe bcos working at Singapore Technologies very slack and lesser stress ba, so they didn’t age much…still doing research now.. hanging on there…

everlasting friendship at 8:48 AM
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Monday, August 22, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

A very fine morning today.. never feel the strain in getting up…maybe got used to it le… although I am still nt use to the life in here, it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be… actually I not too sure whether will they track my records of internet access, but who cares.. I am not going into any illegal sites.. im just blogging.. haha… got a number of things done last Friday.. found some info that was needed for my research that my supervisor asked me to do..

Working here is not too bad.. not too free, neither is it too hard.. but the environment… hai~ I have about 30 people in my office… but onli got 4 females including mi.. can u imagine? With 2 others always not around.. so the whole office is left with an auntie in charge of all the clerical stuff and MEEEE… well, what do I expect frm Singapore Technologies… from the nature of the industry, I should have more or less guess that it will not be a female environment.. but I really not use to it lah…even when the guys around and mi do not have too much an age gap, I got nothing to say to them… sometimes I don’t even feel like replying to some qns they pose to me… I dun see a nid to disclose any of my private life… like “am I attach, where do I live, why do I study in nyp but not sp…” all kinds of crap…
Well, dats parts and parcels of life….sometimes we jus have to live with what is given to us… anyway.. this is the beginning of 2nd week and I have 10 more weeks ahead of me… till then, I will continue to blog in this office and update on how I am doing here.. am I surviving jus rite or am I….

everlasting friendship at 9:28 AM
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Saturday, August 13, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

huhuhu... my 19th birthday ending in an hours time.... well, actually this is the loneliest birthday i ever had cos i stayed at home whole day... hard to imagine rite... everyone tot when my birthday fall on a saturday, i will be too busy for them... everyone choose to celebrate b4 the actual day with me.. who knows, great minds think alike, and i am so free today... but i dun mind lah.. cos got quite a lot of people wished mi thru MSN, SMS and friendster testi.. thanx a lot...

everlasting friendship at 10:58 PM
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Friday, August 12, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

i just finish my last paper n i came down to the lab cos i forgot to bring kep this morning and mum is not at home at the moment... cant find any friends cos most of them are still in school at this time..

i cant really sleep last nite for no reasons.. i keep having the same words flashing thru my mind.. i remembered very clearly that Crystal called bcos of relationship problems.. she asked me, what i think about love, in the sense of partnering that causes mi to stay single from birth till now.... well, i couldnt really answer at that point of time... Am i really like all other people said, that i was looking for the perfect person of my life, or am i just to afraid to lose my freedom..

these words are hard to tell someone so i choose to write... maybe i have read thousands of romance story to understand the meaning of love, but do i really do? i doubt.. cos all i was looking for whenever i am reading is the personal world n time where my imagination can soar and wonder.. a world i don't have to care much and think much... where i can smile and cry when my heart tells me to.. i find that as i am growing up, it makes it harder for me to reveal my true self to others.. it seems like a chore to me...

love to me is something too much to take.. i am not ready to lose all i have for now... people tell mi that love does not mean giving up what i have.. but those are only words... i dun really see that in real life.. all i see was the pain and sorrows that they are suffering..... so.... why should i put myself in that kind of circumstances??

everlasting friendship at 10:32 AM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

the blog at friendster is damm lousy... cant even update.. sickening... went out today, never really study for tmr... cos very sian of studying over and over again.. tmr is already friday n my IPP co. is not out yet.. i really eager to noe where im posted to... but its not out yet... hope i will be able to noe by tmr... if not, i oso dunno wad to do....

everlasting friendship at 7:36 PM
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

very very long nv blog le... exams ard the corner.. clearing up my projects one by one.. tmr is the personal selling de... cannot hold cue cards... *scared scared* ltr i blur blur say wrong things... *Hey guys, must help mi if i say wrong :P* actually have great fun these few days... i am no longer as dead as ever in poly days... Cos know some funny ppl like Eunice, Shan and Shumin... didnt know actually Shumin can joke around.. Cos she looks very quiet to me.. :P
found something bad.. the blood vessels on my arms are busting quite seriously like ever... dunno what happen, maybe too stress ba.. need to find one day go c doc.... who knows when i will collaspe again... Hai~ good days are never long, really sick of going back to the days when pills are dessert to my meals... Anyway, this is not up to me, my health simply sucks since im young....

everlasting friendship at 10:18 PM
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

having CRM tutorial now.... very boring cos is some presentation stuff about VoIP, call backs, text chat and 3G technology... very long never blog le cos everyday so sian... projects, projects and more projects.. a bit sick of all these but i still have to hang on there...

Met teng on sunday.. sat down at China square drink teh terik and talk... memories just flow back about all those secondary school days... The outings, games and time we had in the full four years.. i guess that is the best part of life.. that was the times where laughter is true with no trace of fake...

Nowadays, i really don't know do i smile to people because i am obliged to or i smile to them because i feel like smiling to them... it is just a line too faint for me to differentiate.... well, i really hope thing will not get worse as time goes by.. and to all the people i once call friends:" well, we may not meet as often now.. or should i say we often meet under conincidences, but i am glad i still get the smiles and hi from u guys and... all the best..."

everlasting friendship at 1:19 PM
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Monday, June 20, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

i am going to hate HR for life n im sure of it... what stupid project im stuck in and there is no corporate company willing to help... Stop saying giving me all sorts of silly excuses that it is the timing is wrong and i have enough of A refering me to B then B refer me to C again and again!!!!!! i have no say in this fucking timing... so if u don't wan to help and keep your mouth shut! i will just go off.... no more excuses please!!!!!

everlasting friendship at 7:21 PM
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

been having serious flu for the past few days n it is killing me.. every nite cammot sleep due to stucked nose... can anyone tell me how to cure my flu???? i have been taking flu tablets for a few days but the sneezing just go on and on and on... holidays jus begin and i am down with flu.. how bad life can get when one cannot enjoy the only peaceful days before a tough "fight"(icas and exams)... HAAA CHEWWWW!!! Help!!!

everlasting friendship at 10:01 PM
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

hai hai hai~~~~ really must hai this week.. so many icas n projects... seem like one week of my break gone le... got so many projects to work on... den this week last week still got so many Icas... just finish AMR today, tmr got CRM and den thursday still got HRM... all these are driving me crazy.. when cn ai really rest my brain.. seems like if my sleepless nites is going to carry on.. not able to sleep well these days due to the large amount of work load.... *sob*

everlasting friendship at 9:32 PM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

starting from this week got quite a lot of icas cuming up loh... so sian must study le... the brain too rusty to memorise anything, still need to write out notes for the HR ICA 2 weeks later.. tomorrw fro HR tutorial is e-learn no need to go sch.. but meeting teng, going k-box.. haha... very long never go sing sing le.. no time... this afternoon jolene coming to nyp for some "mathematics and technology" seminar... dunno wanna wait for her annot.. should be never wait le.... cos i think class will end earlier... haha.. say wanna wait for her de, bluff her.. too bad..

everlasting friendship at 11:20 AM
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

haha... having CRM lesson now... doing role play for inbound call.. seemed like week 2 of call centre two... but this role play got no script de... so a bit harder lah.. cos very thing off hand... very long never update blog le... very hday go sch have lects, tutorials and lab sessions... noting in particular happened.. quite sick of this every day routine life actually... but what can i do... next week got quite a lot of ICAs coming up... this week end must study lor.... especially the CRM written test, 30%...

everlasting friendship at 12:13 PM
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Friday, April 29, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

actually today wanted to meet su teng to go gym de, but she not feeling well.. so ke lian... after cum back from cruise den fall sick... so in the end went running with sister... everytime exercise onli go swimming, den today go running find that my stamina really sucks now... run 2.5km den cant go on already.. so tired... think should go run more often.... go on like that i think its gonna get worse.. hai~ but everytime see the weather so hot onli thinking of going for a dip, very lazy to run... so hot... well, i always go with my heart... who knows wat i will be thinking tmr....

everlasting friendship at 5:36 PM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

TEP ended on friday.. that means that classical modules is starting on monday... No doubt i had lots of complaints about this period of time, but i wont deny that i did gain some credits as well... i made lots of friends that added colours to my boring poly life and also get to work with all sorts of ppl... i come to realise that there are some ppl whom working attitude really sucks but u cant do much when u are working with them... well, that's all history.. i really wonder wat life would be when i get back to studies on monday...

everlasting friendship at 10:42 PM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

finish stitching half of the cross stitch design i bought on saturday. although not really well done but still can lah... heard people talking about the universtiy that they wanna get in.. all sorts of comments which i found a bit stupid.. not that i m being mean here but why get informations from people whom are students themselves? shouldn't u go to people that have outstanding jobs qualifications? at least they knows what the market needs and not the university got what shpping centres near by... ridiculous people... i think people attach to Great Eastern should know who im toking about, i don't care if she sees this... i don't give a damm...

Wan a degree that is from a good university but easy to score all As? how naive can a 19 year old get... u get what u sow... i already know this when im in secondary one and now she is saying she wants to get into a good university that can get first class honours easliy? well, if u guys know of any univeristy like dat, please let me know too.. cos i guess no one would be uninterested....

everlasting friendship at 4:55 PM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

has been raining since this morning... the weather is spoiling my day... can go no where in this kinda weather cos i dun like to carry umbrella.. some aunties came over to play majong... i guess this would be a rainy+noisy+boring afternoon...

everlasting friendship at 3:05 PM
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Friday, April 01, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

today is april fool... but in great eastern so not very fun... remember last time in sec school, there will be lots of lame pranks... haha... yesterday is dad's birthday.. but not really a good evening, cos i think mum had some conflict with him but i didn't really ask abt it... didnt wanna spoil the mood... also never cut the cake that sis n me bought for him cos sis went o bed very early...

neither was it a good morning today.. mum ask mi to cut a piece of cake for breakfast, but when i open up the cover, i saw the full birthday cake in front of me.. nicely decorated... i couldnt bear to cut it.... how can i be the first to cut the birthday cake? i suddenly feel ver bad and just left house drinking a glass of apple juice.. mum was pissed off cos she tot i was lazy to cut it myself... but seriously i was not.. i just cant bear to cut it.. i guess dad must be disappointed with this year's birthday... no dinner, no cake cutting.. hai~ im really sorrie...

things are still not going well for the day cos we are still cooped in this tiny room and i really hope my mood will get better as the clock ticks.... hope that there will be some happenings to change my bad day...

everlasting friendship at 10:33 AM
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

it has been a long long time since i blog... but there's really nutting to write... every sunrise and sunset seems the same to me.. makes no great difference.. even during my block leave, i stayed at home most of the time reading... well, i really love all the books.. now that i have finished all the 30 books of the strawberry series, i really yearn for more.. reading seem to be my onli pass time now... i hardly wanna do any other things..

days are just getting longer as time passes by.. today is the first day at great eastern, which makes it even worst... doing nutting since 830am today... but heard that life is gonna be tough starting tmr, but who cares... maybe going to popular later... going to get more books to read.. i really cant do without them...

last of all, sorrie to those whom tried to call me over the pass 2 weeks where your calls are not answered.. well, i simply didnt feel like answering them... i simply just wanna just be alone doing absolutely nothing except reading.. and i hate it when others disturb my quiet world when im reading... vanvan can get quite attitude at times... and yes, she is nowadays.. so, if i never answer your call, can just leave a voice mail or a message.. i will get back to you if there's a need...

everlasting friendship at 3:13 PM
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

finally, i gave up... its really time to do it... at this moment,23:19, 9th mar 2005, i finally have to believe its all over.. i realize he has someone else in his heart... finally its time for mi to move on in life.. come to think of it, how much i have given up for him, how many people i tend to ignore and not see bcos of him... but now, its really time to move... to look at the world with a broader view.. to learn to accept new things and people in life... mayb i may not be gd at first, but i am sure time will help mi... finally, i can unlock the emotional chain i set within mi...

everlasting friendship at 11:19 PM
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

what a hot n loney afternoon... the supervisor jus gave us some things to research on. upon completion we are suppose to do up a 30 slides powerpoint. the deadline is tmr afternoon, 4pm.. but our group had finished the whole thing before lunch jus now... but lucky in the group got eunice still got ppl to tok to... if not, i really will rot here... hai~ so tired.. everyday some school go home come school go home... when can i really find some live in life? in the next few days we will noe which client projects we will be doing...so, will it be great eastern life or canon? personally i prefer great eastern life, cos it is documentation job at raffles place... nearer to my house... canon maust act as difficult customers, which i really cant do it... i cant even be fiercer when i meet up with 'unfriendly' salesperson outside. so how can i be now when it is jus a fake incident? well, 2 hours more to go...

everlasting friendship at 3:11 PM
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Sunday, March 06, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

"Reborn", a concert i just finished watching in Singapore poly.. quite nice n i love the rhythm.. the atmosphere made mi miss the times when im on stage in the choir days.. i started to miss the long practising hours... haha.. quite crazy.. last time keep complaining the teachers are insane but now i began to miss them... also met up with some friends whom i lost touch with for quite some time like florence, hui zhen, charleston and sharon... others are elmo, liqun, tengseng n oliver, but these few that day go watch constantine with them so not very long... hai~ all of us so busy dunno when will be the next time we will get together again.... some times life is a joke.. u dont get to meet ur friends often, but u get to meet up with "friends" everyday...

everlasting friendship at 11:04 PM
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Thursday, March 03, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

nx week new stopover loh... last one, so happy!! its........ BPOS... sian sia.... today going to take neoprints wif wendy n huey huey, tmr going for movie, saturday going for warehouse sales..... wow.... exciting life to come... dun have to stay at home... these days i like a bit crazy le... haha.. go around hugging ppl from behind... guys n gers... but they are all close friends lah.. haha... use to vanvan getting crazy once in a while.. but hugs are a nice way to show that i care for them wat.. *winkz*

everlasting friendship at 11:31 AM
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Monday, February 28, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

Last week in eldc.. goin on to the next one... bpos... not veri happy with it though.. but should be better than eldc lah.. cos i really cant take life here... this weekend is not really a fun one.. cos yesterday went to ikea, though wanna buy a few book shelves cos my novels and comics no place to put le... but, in the end didnt get to buy cos no place to park... saturday actually meeting sharon, suteng and amanda de... but in the end those who came were suteng, amanda and terence.. sharon never come... hai~ dunno when then can meet her.... anyway, mum say she today go buy the book shelves for me cos she oso cant stand all my books lying around... later got presentation for the creativity module....

everlasting friendship at 9:26 AM
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

have been watching quite a lot of movies these days.. mayb trying to make up for the times that i missed out... this is also because these few weeks got nice movies showing... After constantine, yesterday went to watch hide n seek with huey huey n wendy.. both of them like not scared but i am... however, i still better than the gers sitting behind us.. scream until so loud... This week also got movies want to watch like closer starring jude law, white noise... coming up is a series of misfortunate events, mr n mrs smith starring brad pitt n angeline jolie (should be lah.. forgot her name is angeline or angela)... Well, so whoever wanna watch movie find mi k....

everlasting friendship at 10:19 AM
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

these two days in sch damm bored... ning found out that can go IRC using the cybertai web... so i went to chat lor.. quite fun lah.. met quite a lot of ppl but also got very pissed off msges... the feeling feels like i am back to sec days.. i remember the last time i intro myself was 13 f ... now is 18 f.. time really flies.. so old le.. haha.... then i met a guy today, very different from others... he is a university student... den also a volunteer.. dun believe him at first but he say can bring mi to the place if i want.. den i can also enrol to be a volunteer.. he told me quite a lot of his experiences but i still got doubts lah.. i dun really believe there is such good ppl in this world.. especially around our age.. this is an age for fun.. who will bother to give... but the way he tok very philosophical.. can tell that he had been thru things... well, school ending in last than half an hours time.. Nice~

everlasting friendship at 5:17 PM
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Monday, February 21, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

very very slack weekend.... all i did was eat, sleep, read... but i onli managed to complete 6 mandrine novels and a quarter of John Grisham 's "A time to kill".... sprained my ankle slightly this morning cos mum off the lights when i was walking down the stairs... didnt really hurts at first but i can feel the pain now... really bad day... hope that today can pass faster and put everything to rest.... but i guess not, cos everyday is a repetition, a routine... how can things be better when nothing in my life is changed??

everlasting friendship at 9:06 AM
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Friday, February 18, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

these few days not feeling really well.. yesterday on mc again cos morning wake up throw up and suffered from gastrict pain... today oso not really well but must come to school... got a presentation for sharing session later... no choice... but yesterday went to watch movie with su teng, oliver, teng seng and liqun.... a long time since i watch movie....the last movie was... white chicks?? talking about going to the beach.. really miss the beach... hey guys, decide n tell me the day, k... tonite still need to go for a company buffet dinner.. so stupid, i having gastrict problem how to eat?? then i say dun go oso cannot.... sum more wear business wear there.... everything seems so wrong today...

everlasting friendship at 10:41 AM
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

out of a sudden i seem to lost touch of myself.. can anyone out there tell me who am i? whom i used to be? it seems that i can no longer understand what i need or want... it seems that i m a roaming soul on earth trying to figure out who i really am... can anyone out there tell me who i am?? having a BM0083 e cases exam later... never really memorise but i think should be a able to do it coz it is about customer service...

everlasting friendship at 11:34 AM
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.

im on mc yesterday and today... having stomach cramps... maybe because cny never eat proper meals cos too busy playing with my cousins and trying to learn how to play majong... these few days while i was at home, u borrowed the drama serial, "lavender (xun yi cao) and yuan wei de xia tian" to watch... lavender is a very sad story.. no matter how hard 2 person tried to overcame obstacles in love, they did not live happily ever after.. the girl died in the end, they believed in miracle, but miracle did not happen.. well, how often do miracles happen in life??
yuan wei de xia tian was a story about a triangle love... but what left me with the deepest impression was the sentence, " if i have to choose between pain and regrets, i rather discard the latter..." i always thought live was full of regrets.. but.. now i began to think... how can i not have regrets about the live im leading now....

anyway.... juat wanna say to everyone who read my blog, a belated happy valentine's day... may all of you find your true love..

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Monday, February 07, 2005

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tmr is Chinese New Year's eve, but im already in holiday mood... actually i have been in this mood since last week... tmr will be a very busy day... need to pack up my room... after dat still need to go to granny's and Aunt pat's hse for reunion dinner... tink will stay till quite late at aunt pat's place cos by the time we reach will be about 730pm... later going to do pedicure... veri happy cos dun need me to pay.. haha... mum agreed to pay for me cos chinese new year... veri hungry now.. going for break in 4 mins time.... cya~

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

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actually, today wanna go intensive new year shopping with mum de.. but she say later going to the temple to pray my grandparents so going tomorrow instead.. Hai~ so sian staying at home, nutting to do.... chinese new year is a few days away but i still have not packed my room... it is damm messy... my novels placed everywhere around the room coz just chuck one side everytime i buy the books.. no time to read, leave house at 715am everyday den reach home 715pm... really hope this attachment thingy faster end.. still got 10 more weeks to go... well, think i won't be blogging for the next few days le... should have nothing to write.... anyway, vanvan wishes everyone out there a happy new year and hope that everything will go well.... 2004 had been a long year with war and natural disasters.... hope 2005 will be a brand new year, with a brand new star....

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

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Spend almost half a day selcting this blog skin and doing up the details cos i face quite a lot of technical errors while doing it... just completed but got that stupid blue heading at the top of all my posts.. these few days everyday play game in eldc.. got assigned to do the C.K.Tangs project but don't have the mood to start... hai~ maybe in holiday mood le.. hope after CNY will be better ba...

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

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got reprimanded from my superivisor this morning bcos of the attendence... he said i allowed people to sign for their friends, therefore the attendence sheet it no longer reliable... he also doubt the flexi leave schedule jun quan and i had done up.. what can we probably do when we are caught between students and teacher??? i can choose to report them to the supervisor as i know who they are and claim the credit of being responsible and impartial, but what will others think? i cant imagine how my life would become if all of them gang up and boycott me... however, if this were to carry on, how many more times would the teacher reprimand me before he starts marking me down? is it really worthwhile to sacrifice my own grades for all these people whom mean nothing to me?? i really dont know where i should go from here....

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Monday, January 24, 2005

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supposingly a long weekend should be a great time to really recharge.. but i am more worn out than ever... went over to my aunt's hse to help to bake the new year's goodies... i was asked to bake the love letters in the traditional way... my legs really hurt after sitting down on a stool for more than 5 hrs... saturday need to come back to school frm 1215 to 1515.. met jo and teng at orchard as they plan to shop for some stuff.... sunday was at my grandma's hse helping her unshell 1kg of ginko nuts.... that takes about half a day.... all these jobs seemed so easy when it was done previously by my aunts and grandma... when i did it myself, i realise how tiring it was... however, as age is catching up with my grandma, i guess someone need to help her with all that...
as for today, i just finish my workshop on flash... never do anything else at the time being so quite free....

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

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i am so trapped in the middle.. what should i go when i am put in between two blocks where i can move neither left or right?? as an administator, no doubt i have to be fair to everyone.. but what can i do when im facing classmates whom are commiting faults by signing for others IN FRONT OF ME? i can keep a close eye if that is done behind my back.. but what should i do if they simply think that i will do nothing even when i see it? is this some sort of a dare? that i wont tel on them? i remember jun quan talking about integrity yesterday.. i really wonder how many people have this quality in them.. am i being too hard on myself? should i give myself one more try, or just give up?? i just dont understand why i am who i am.. i can give anyone or simply everyone a second chance, but not myself.. i just think i don't deserve a second chance... am i wrong to think that way??

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Monday, January 17, 2005

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first day in ELDC and im full of grumbles.. i dun like it here.. strange environment and strange faces... i really miss the times in cc2.. i still remember shi ying and selene talking across each other, valerie playing games with beautiful graphics, shu yue also surfing in funny websites, amirul sleeping away in class and Bryan and him sneaking out for breaks.. all these seem to be teh little things that had became part of my life over the 7 weeks.. im now here so alone in this tiny extention room where all i see is foreign faces and walls. i can no longer observe what others are doing.. i really want back the life i once had.. even i may not be very close to them, i am happy the way i were.. the third party in everyone's life, watching their days sharing their joy...

to friends in CC2, i really hope we can meet again in our 3rd stopover.. mayb by then i would not have much grumbles during the first few weeks... although the bonds between us were not strong, i really cherish the 7 weeks we spent together.. best wishes in your future and take care....

Cheers...

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Friday, January 14, 2005

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it is the last few moments in my first stopover.. nothing more to do.. just looking around at the people around me... some are smiling as ever, some are busy doing the last touch up for their multi-media and websites, some are taking pictures among themselves, some are people like me whom have specifically no special or hard feelings on this last day...

as i grow older, bidding good bye to the old life seems to have little impact on me.. does that make me a person without feelings? 30 more mins and all of us here are going our serparate ways... some of our paths will cross again in the future, others are 2 lines that had intercepted, drifting further and further apart.. how many people here would continue to play a part in my life journey, how many would classify me as a history of their lifes? i guess none of us are sure at this moment...

i sincerely hope that some day down the years, our paths can meet again.. somehow, somewhere...

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

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the tsunami food fare is over a while a ago.. im so tired now.. i had been standing almost throughout the whole event and my legs are aching now.. quite a lot of celebs are invited to our school such as priscillia chan, alan tern, ronald susilo and julian hee... got to take a picture with him...

however, after todae many things will be over... such as my first stop over.... althought im not really attach to this place, i am also not too keen in going over to ELDC.. i suddenly realise for some things, trying hard is not enough.. u need a bit of fate and luck to help... sometimes one man show is simply too tired for someone to take it... i really need lots of rest... im really veri veri tired but still need to wait till 6pm...

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

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can anyone tell me what can i do when im facing ppl who jus simply care for themselves?? tmr is the fund raising food fare for the tsunami victims... but no one is putting in effort to help!!!! cant they just spare a little empathy for the people whom need our help out there????? so many people are homeless and starving out there and people like us are not helping just simply because we are BUSY???? so many other people whom are busier than us can spare their time to help in those countries and all we have to do is to sell some coupons for the food!!!! how much time can that take??? time is something that we ourselves can control.. spare me your craps, guys... i had enough... this world is really damm ugly... with ugly hearts and ugly people... i wonder those people whom dont bother to help can sleep tight at night... don't they see the faces of the victims haunting them in their dreams??? can they really sleep tight and sound??

guys, u really cannot blame people for not helping you in times of need because you guys don't deserve to be help.... you deserve to stand there facing the storm yourself because that is what you are doing to others whom need your help now... helping is not all about giving money unless you are like giving a FEW HUNDRED THOUSOUNDS.. helping is something that comes straight from the heart, when you are willing to got the extra mile, stretching out your hands to people whom really need a helping hand....

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Monday, January 10, 2005

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this is the last week of the my first stopover.. still remember the first few weeks complaining that time passes too slowly... now is the last week le... next week going to a brand new stopover.. mayb as i grow up i began to put no hard feelings in accepting new people or letting go old people.. simply feel that life still goes on regardless who are the people around me.. friends would remain as friends even if we no longer meet as frequent...

at last i got to go to the beach on saturday.. although there are passing rain now and then, i still enjoyed myself... met lian ming at habour front interchange when queuing for the bus.. singapore is so small... i did not really play much that day... jus sat down with friends talking and looking at other people.... saw lots of youngsters playing around... reminiscences of secondary days flew back to my mind.. i missed my secondary school friends... but it seems a bit impossible to get them back in life again..

can anyone bring me a miracle in life?

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Friday, January 07, 2005

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sometimes in life we are forced onto something we don't really like. i got my 2nd stop over le.. it is ELDC. i put it as my first choice as i had no preference in the beginning. But after i found mine, i wasn't given a 2nd chance. how often, people made their choices and regretted it afterwards? how many things in life are we given a 2nd chance? i made my choice, i regretted it. can i tell myself not to repeat this mistake all over again in future? or will i continue to choose things that would lead to irreversible regrets later in life?

At times, i may be given the best choices in life in others' eyes. it may sounds stupid for me to settle something that seems to be of inferiority, but who cares? i just wanna follow my heart. no matter how ugly or hard things may get in future, this is my choice.. sometimes all we need is a little more hope that keeps us going, even if we know it is disappointment in the end. so what if everyone thinks i am stupid to do that, i took my stand, and i will live with it. i believe there will still be people supporting me, cos they believe i will be able to withstand anything that comes along the way. i just wanna go with my heart.. i want regrets no more....

life is a game of choice, choose to win....

everlasting friendship at 9:24 AM
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

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i simply dont understand what young gers are thinking now... how do they see love as? something where substitution can come into place?? i just dont understand... why must they rush into another relationship when the previous one did not have a good start or end? ppl not around me are liddat, ppl around me are oso liddat... what is the world turning into? do love really hurt that much? must they find a substitute so quickly after they are hurt?? furthermore, shouldnt they at least find one that is of better aspects rather than settling down on one that everyone knows it is impossible.. hurting herself in the end seems a bit stupid to do it this way. mayb it may seems a bit bad to conclude that their bonds will not last, but i admit i see it this way.

take care, my dear friend, this is all i can say.. i have no say in your life, i cant do anything to help you find your way, cos i have not found mine yet.. maybe one day, when our paths cross again, you would say you are living good and i am wrong to say. however, sometimes some things you can only learn to accept the hard fate the hard way...

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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

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nutting special happens these days.. just dat yesterday was the first day i found dat cuming to sch is worthwhile cos i was kept busy the whole day... need to design a personal website for this stopover.. ltr in the day, we need to make outbound calls.. so i think todaty will also be quite busy.. actually later wanna meet melmel de, but she last minute need to work.. very long nv sit down and talk to her le.. really miss the good old days.. so unlike now, all the ppl around me so fake... really look forward to see her again..

cheers..

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Monday, December 13, 2004

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starting of third week le but todae got nothing to do at all.. onli got a 5 page report to hand in on wednesday.. last week on mc for four days.. my personal selling cannot find anyone to but things from me... dunno wat to do.. now already mid-december le but still cannot find any students for tuition.. i think must go find other jobs le.. hai~ nothing much these days.. just go school and go home after that...

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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

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after 3 days in this stopover, this is a day when my time are spent with usefulness. at least i did quite a number of task, which includes, doing up the end to end CRM process with Sharon, draw up the guideline about our speech on Friday & Monday, editing the database and designing the powerpoint slides. everyday, time is passing so slowly.. i really wonder how am i going to spend my next 6 and the half week here... the supervisior still say we will be too sad to leave this stopover, but now i am feeling otherwise... thought of writing up a novel with the spare time here cos the chinese typing software is easier to use than my home's. started on two titles but didn't really noe how to continue with the story.. maybe too long never write le, so dun have a lot of ideas, unlike the past when i start writing non-stop once i get the title.. now i start on a story friendship but dun really like the plot so... will delete off it... tink will spend the weekends writing up a draft if i got time, den start writing.. cannot write like dat, veri difficult.. hope the last 1 and the half hours will past faster...

everlasting friendship at 4:13 PM
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Monday, November 29, 2004

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IM SO BORED!!! been wasting time since the start of the day... sux man... waiting foe dismissal time... still got more than 1hr... doing some sort of a framework project.. our group chose music centre but the supervisior say must do some relations with call center... Hai~ hate this stopover.. say can learn lots of stuff but the 1st day let me feel that im going to waste a full whole 7 weeks here... may my days get better

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Thursday, November 18, 2004

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Hihi,

veri free these days... everyday slack at home, doing nothing except reading novels and fix puzzles...suteng doing rebonding now.. ltr meeting her go novena the goldview plaze for interview... job is a part time telemarketer.. 3 evenings from 7-9pm.. a nice time that suits my sch hrs... need to look for job cos determine to save up to at least $4000 by the end of poly days then intend to meet a few friends go europe for holidays.. actually need abt $5000 de but dad say if i can save up to $4ooo den he help to top up the rest... but i think i will try to save $5000 myself.. wanna go on a holiday on my veri own expenses.... if i can find about 2 to 3 students to give tuition during weekends plus the part time job later plus my attachment income in year three should be able to save that amount... (so if any of you have relatives looking for tutors in pri or lower sec sch chinese look for me, k? haha) did my calculations... must put aside about $300 per month to be able to reach that amount.. shouldnt be hard since i still get my $200 per month pocket money.. the $200 spend on food and novels and necessities... all my part time job money only need to take out $50 for transport and $40 for hp bills onli.. haha.. veri big new year resolution for year 2005.. dont really force myself to do things last time.. but now ever since lots of things change in life, i get to learn that i need to work for what i want.. cannot depend on anyone else, just myself alone...

cheers...

everlasting friendship at 1:16 PM
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Friday, November 12, 2004

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Mint Tea...
You are Mint Tea!
Naturally sweet you have a happy-go-lucky attitude.
The world is full of fun and wonder! Although
you can be naive at times and quite aloof to
your surroundings you know how to have good
clean fun! Most people see you as cute and very
gentle by nature and it is most likely true.
You have a great outlook on life and you try
not to let things get to you. Go you!

What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
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water

Water: Solitary and Mysterious. You have a love
for mind games, but rarely use them. You tend
to stay calm and try to fit in with the crowd,
but it's a bad idea to get you angry.
You love to think and can be very creative.
You mold into any situation and can be a wide
variety of jobs but will always have the
artistic outlet, whether you draw at home or
write, etc. You consider yourself deep and
capable of emotions more complex than most. In
fact, you're drawn to complex things. You're
the voice of reason so you'll probably end up
with someone like Air or maybe Fire who need a
person to depend upon. You welcome the
responsibility (it makes you feel important)
but do want them to be there for you when you
need it, you cant always give.

What Element Are You? [[pics]]
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HASH(0x8b12afc)

An angel! A magical creature that is fated to help
the others To fight for them and to die for
them! I think youre a lucky person: P

IF you werent human WHAT would you be? [ CUTE PICKS!!!]
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^.^

youre soft on the inside but have a protective
shell so you dont melt for all things
sentimental. while youre not going to forget
what's important to you, youre also open to
romance in whatever form it might take. youll
hav an amazing vday, whether you spend it w/ a
cute boy, or hav a girls' night out.

how romantic are you?
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

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Ariel

You are a swimmer at heart, you love the water and
are not afraid of the evils of the world. You
are a brave soul and are trying to find your
true love. YOU ARE THE LITTLE MERMAID.

Which Disney character are you?
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You're a Intense Kisser

You have an intense kiss! You and your partner
connect when you kiss and you forget about the
rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~

What anime kiss are you?
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In crowd: Your proabably a people person and like to socialize. Being near people make you feel secure.

In crowd: Your proabably a people person and like
to socialize. Being near people makes you feel
secure.

What environment do you represent?
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HASH(0x8b5ce94)

You are: Purple Crayon

What color crayon are you?
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Darkness Goddess

Goddess of Darkness. You hate others and isolate
yourself and your evil personality. You are
most comfortable by yourself at night.

What Goddess Are You? (Girls)
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everlasting friendship at 2:25 PM
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Blue

You are Blue.

Overall you're a pretty content person. At peace
with yourself, you don't tend to over react.
Although at times you can be quite harsh and
cold towards others.

What Color Best Represents Your Personality?
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Rain

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. Your are truly unique yet
fail to see it, and are quite creative be it in
art, music, writing, etc.. You used to let
people in now you don't even bother to try
having been hurt so many times in the past.
Your attitude is that you don't need anyone but
yourself, people are just trouble waiting to
happen. But you really do want to trust someone
no matter if you see it or not, deep down your
waiting for someone to come and set you free.
This kind of depression can turn dangerous,
don't let them get to you. Not everyone in the
world will hurt you, humans are humans and are
not perfect. So most likely sooner or later
you'll meet someone who feels like you do and
perhaps your shell will eventually disappear.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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angel1

You're an Angel! You're super cute not to mention
Opstimistic! You love anything having to do
with Bunnies/Kitties/anything cute. You're very
fun to be around, Even if you get mad, Everyone
still thinks it's cute! Lucky you!

What Kind of Girl are you? (anime pics)
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Girlish Girl

GIRLISH: You're GIRLISH!! You're cute, innocent,
and just ADORABLE at times! Pink and frills
really DO match you, and you love to talk about
many things.What a girl!

What Kind of Girl Are You?(with anime pics)
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You're a DARK PRINCESS!! The fairy of darkness and
beauty, you like to keep to yourself rather
than go out and make friends. You're very
trendy about clothes, and you have a few
cold-hearted friends that only care about
themselves. Cheer up, dude! Open wide, and
you'll see the REAL point of life!

What Kind Of Fairy Princess are You?(with anime pics)
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HASH(0x8b22590)

Guys just love...how vulnerable you are!

What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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PERFECT: You're a PERFECT friend! You worry and
care for your friends, and your friends respect
you greatly because of that. You're not selfish
and mean to your friends, and your best friend
is probably the second-best thing you like.

What kind of Friend Are You?(anime pics!)
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

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actually wanted to log on neopets to play games and feed my pet but mayb my com got problem.. cant get into the webpage... went to see su teng's blog then saw the quizes she did got veri beautiful pics so i oso spend some time on them... a couple of them said i am innocent and naive... i tot i were.. but not anymore after so many things have happened in my life... i tend to look at lots of things differently and i began to see the dark side of life... i realise that i can only depend on myself in life... no one will be there for you forever.... absolutely no one... i no longer see things as white or black.. i see them as grey sometimes which made me feel unsure of what is right or wrong... if i ever make the wrong decisions in life, will people around me forgive all i have did, or would i be left the a deserted part of Earth all by myself?

everlasting friendship at 5:09 PM
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HASH(0x89a6a6c)

The light angel likes you and he hasnt even met you
yet! Wow, thats pretty impressive! (I'm running
low on pictures of vampires, dark angels and
angels... if you ahve any could you please give
'em to me? Much apperciated!)

Would a light angel, vampire or dark angel fall for you?
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You are Shaia Fletcher!

You are Shaia Fletcher. You are daring, bold, smart
beyond all reason, and a bit bookish. You are a
dreamer, and will stand right by your loved
ones before any harm comes to them. If someone
wants your heart but your affections lie
elsewhere, you are true to your heart. Your
heart belongs to the tortured Marauder, Remus
Lupin.

Which Original Harry Potter Character Are You?
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orl

Orlando bloom- well done you got the young good
looker, heres your mr Perfect plz rate it thanx
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"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.

What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.

What feeling do you represent?
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The guy you want is probaly the popular guy in
your school. Which is great to me:) He's so
dreamy that you'll want him to notice you so
badly your do anything. Like in the cafateria
you'ld trip on something infront of him to make
your food spill all over you!!! Even if it's a
brand new shirt or your favourite skirt!!! Oh
well at least he'll notice you:)

Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)
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Goth Mama

You're a witchy woman! Chances are that you see
Morticia Addams as a role model, and your
wardrobe sports a fair amount of black. The
other mothers at school pick up may look
askance, but your kids already know that the
judgement of others isn't what counts.

What kind of a freaky mother are you?
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Selene

SELENE: You are selene!
Beautiful, vivacious,
fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would
destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by
the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene
is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite
Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the
Lycans extinct.
Ever wish you could be a
vampire?

Which UNDERWORLD character are you?
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HASH(0x8d237d0)

You need a cute bubbly guy! One that has a good
look on life and who can handle your cheery and
hyper attitude! A good guy is hard to find but
there are some out there (please rate and leave
a message thanks)

What kind of guy do you need?
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Your a gorgous girl. Probaly every boy would fall
for you:) But sometimes your a little spoiled
like me(lol) Also you probaly get lots of mail
if you know what I mean;)

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Innocent Beauty

Your Beauty lies
in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most
likely look far younger than
you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's
day. Seen as naive and
sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for
the most part, it's simply your
reputation preceding you. You are most likely
rather aware of the realities of
life. You are extremely good natured and
trustworthy. By the same token, you are
a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest
and open as you. You might
seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies,
and things most might deem
you "too old for". But this doesn't
bother you. You enjoy your youth and are
going to make it last. After all you are only as
old as you feel.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
White, Pink, Pastels Song:
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
Expression: Innocent Smile

Gemstone:
Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
Sign: Virgo Planet:
Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color:
Silver

Quote: "A
stranger is just a friend you haven't met
yet."

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HASH(0x8ad8a40)

SWEET TEEN!!! Yes you are a teenager mmmm from 13
- 19 quite a little rebel haha just kidding...
You think as a teenager, you see everything
quite simple, soon you will realize it is not
that simple. In my opinion you look at things
in a very beautiful way. =)

. What is you inner age?
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The Beaten Path

size="2">You take the Beaten
Path. After
all, that's what it's there for right? You are
content with the options already
laid out for you definitely of the "If it
ain't broke, don't fix it." frame of
mind. You tend to be a follower rather than a
leader, but that's fine because
all good leaders must first be good followers. You
tend to follow the crowds
living life the tried and true way, often letting
others make the decisions.
Just don't forget you have a mind too. Never be
afraid to voice your ideas or
opinions, no matter how ridiculous others may think
they are. This beaten path
is your comfort zone, you want and deserve company
on your travels trough life
as you are probably a very friendly and kind
individual, always putting the
needs of others before your own. That's an
excellent and all too rare quality.
Never lose it. But being surrounded isn't always
the best. People tend to try
and take charge and advantage of the fact and if
you aren't careful, it'll
be your life that's been taken over. Venture away
from your well-traveled road
and find your own away. Head down that road
less-traveled and see what's there
because though the path you're on may have been
done before, that doesn't
necessarily make it the right one for you. Step out
of your comfort zone and
take some risks you wouldn't normally take, make
mistakes, and make some time
for just you. Indulge and be a little selfish.
You'll come out all the better
for it.

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You are pure love. Pure and deep. You not only want
to but NEED to find your one true love. You are
not afraid of any challenge for your love, and
it is something to truly treasure.

What kind of love are you?
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purplehair

Your anime hair color is purple.

What is your anime hair color?
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water2

You came from the water. Calm and shy, you know
what you want, but sometimes are afraid to
stand up for yourself.

Where did you come from?
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pure

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

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bliz

blizzard

!!**_WHAT_MOVIE_R_U_FROM_**!!with Pics
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Hamha

You are most like Anjiru (Angel)the half angel,
half wolf demon. Your kind, caring and playful.
you love to fly and have a lot of fun with your
pack. but most demons see you as an outcast
cause of your wings but you as specail as can
be.

What kind of demon are you?
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HASH(0x886309c)

Hummingbird Spirit Calls To You!
Hummingbird
represents optimism and sweetness.
Being able to roll with the punches is an attribute
of Hummingbird.

Hummingbirds's Wisdom Includes:

Ability to heal by using light as a laser from
mouth

Endurance over long journeys

Ability to fly into small places to heal

Joy

Happiness

Love

Messenger, stopper of time.

If you enjoyed
this quiz, please rate and I may do another!
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aacs

Well, well. People may have to stay away from you.
Let's see if I watch what I say. Ahem. You are
a moody, impatient person with a darker side
that could freak people out. You prefer to be
alone since others bother or annoy you a lot.
If anyone goes too far, you can strike. You can
only hold in so much. Nevertheless, Happy
Halloween, Kitty.

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You wonder if anyone actually cares. No one seems
to like you and what the hell, you don't really
like them either, but...someone just whispered
to you...that's odd.

Demon's love (part 1girls only)
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Love

You are Dha-shi-zhi!
A female bodhisattva of Chinese Buddhism, whose
name means the Strongest. Through the power of
her love she managed to break the circle of
rebirth for everyone. In the heavenly paradise
the souls appear before her in the shape of
flowers.
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Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful,
she has the power to make things beautiful, but
She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most
of the time she should be using her magic
staring at her self in the mirror. Other than
the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is
a nice person, when she IS actually using her
magic, her powers are great, and she is very
helpful. Well that's most of the tings about
the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them?
You probably can, because that is what this
quiz is for!

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Solitude

What Kanji word best suits you?
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hihi.. it has been a long long time since i last blog... life too routine le so nutting to write....but 2 days ago i was caught in a heavy rain den my discman totally soaked... so spoil le den yesterday go buy a new one.. so expensive.. tot able to save money this month but.. hai~ unpredictable things happen sometimes.. next sem is tep so tot of giving tuition to earn extra income.. but like veri hard to look for students leh..
cheers

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xfh

You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)

What season are you? (pics)
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